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you may think things will change
but they won't
no matter what you do they stay the same
it is an internal thing
I almost said an eternal thing
the cause and effect go on and on
it will leave you with scars
those scars will have personality
possibly more than one
so get out while you can
You realize there's no easy exit
you wonder if you should have given up long ago
but the door revolves
maybe a new job will help
you are not wealthy
you can not afford to lie about
and be spoon fed by a naughty nurse
too bad for you
the inkling was there
that last bit of triviality
before they put you out to see