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wonder if I got poisoned by mercury
in the bulb of night
wonder what causes this bad mood
out of nothing
wonder where those stairs lead
that seem to lead nowhere
wonder where Tuli went
now that he is gone
wonder what that cackling laughter leads to
in the middle of nowhere
wonder when I'll leave this planet
in my dreams
wonder how I got here
in the first place
wonder why you would give it all up
knowing full well you were not committed
wonder why it is so hard for some
to stick with it
wonder if it means we are all different
and not alike at all
wonder what disfigured the portrait